To comprehend your situation, you must see your life in context, and you must embrace fo facts:

Wo'th, individualism is an illusion; you are in fact a part of something larger, and everything about you, including your thoughts, your emotions, and the features of your body, are shaped and determined by that larger thing. Oo'th, every aspect of you is designed to serve that larger thing; you can deny it, you can rebel against it, but you cannot defeat it, and if you try, you will self destruct, which is also by design. Re'th, what economists call the "Invisible Hand" is real, and to empower yourself, you must harness its power. Fo'th, the "Invisible Fist" is also real, and to empower yourself, you must "see" it so that you can prevail against it, and then you must do so.